Look Where You’re Going!

•February 13, 2012 • Leave a Comment

When I was a girl, back in the day when you could see out of the front and back trains, I used to love sitting in the seats that meant you could see out of those windows.  It was always great fun to pretend to be the driver; but especially on the way back I used to love to look out of the back window.  It was fun to be able to see where you’d been – and always made the journey home seem longer and spin the trip out.

In fairness these seats are still where I choose to sit if I take a trip on the tram!

But looking back is not always a good thing.  I was always told by my driving instructor to look at the place you want to go to.

And so Isaiah brings us God’s word

Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past.    See, I am doing a new thing! (Isaiah 43:18,19a)

Don’t look back on how things have been, don’t try to live in the past – look to what God is going to do now.

Whether the past is a catalogue of things we’d rather forget, or something we remember as the “Good Old Days”, constantly looking back is not the way to go forward.  ‘Forget it, move on, look ahead’ is God’s word to his people.  There is a place for happy remembering, or learning from mistakes – but not being held by what has gone before.

So, don’t look back, but what are we looking forward to?

God is going to do something new.

In dried out places and wastelands he will provide water.  For the weary and parched there will be refreshment and the life that can come with water to irrigate it.

The people God is talking to had not made such a good job of living how God meant them to.  God hadn’t asked much of them – but they haven’t done it.  But God says,

Don’t look back at that, don’t worry,

I, even I, am he who blots out your transgressions, for my own sake, and remembers your sins no more (Isaiah 43:25)

The past is not what is important now.  What God is going to do is much more important and significant – and he invites us to join him.

Don’t let the past hold you back – either in glory or dread; wistfulness or embarrassment; longing or fear.

God is here to make our tomorrows count – let’s look to them.

Lord

I hand to you

things from the past

that are best left there:

things that I remember with fondness;

things I wish were still how they were;

things that I really wish I hadn’t done.

I leave them with you.

May they not be a distraction

today or tomorrow.

May I let you

do the new thing that you want to

in me

and in the whole world.

May I not stand in the way,

or continue to hark back,

but go forward

in you.

So I realise that I’ve been misled, and this isn’t the lectionary reading for this Sunday (should have checked it myself!), but it’s here now, so I’ll leave it

Running your Race

•February 9, 2012 • 2 Comments

The soon to be upon us, London 2012 Olympic Games will feature 26 sports, which break down into 39 disciplines.  Events will take place in 33 venues, not even all in London.

Including the  Lee Valley White Water Centre

So althought the Olympics is made up of races and games, there is not a race, or a game.  People canoing in Hertfordshire are not competing against tennis players at Wimbledon; those playing handball in the Copper Box are not competeing against the beach volley ball players on Horse Guards Parade; and even in the Olympic Stadium, the 100m runners are in a different race to the 3000m steeplechase.  They will all be running their own race, playing their own game.

Even within the same events, each athlete has to run their own race.  Yes can see where others are, but you have to run your race, in the way that works best for you.

So Paul reminds the Corinthians

Run in such a way as to get the prize

Run for all you’re worth – but it is your race.  We are running towards the crown, the prize that God offers to each one of us – but we are all in our own race.  What matters is that we reach to goal that is set for each one of us.

We should not compare ourselves against others and how they are running or training – they are in a different race, a differet training pattern may have been set for them.  Their reward is in their race, yours is in yours.

Other people will have different hurdles, different paths through life.  Their life is not yours.  So don’t look around and see what others are doing, and compare yourself.  You are responsible to God for your path through life.  Yes we can offer each other tips, but we don’t know what someone elses life is like, what they are dealing with.

So lets not beat ourselves up about what someone else seems to be doing so wonderfully, that we could never match.

Lets not look down on others because they aren’t running so fast, or so elegantly.

Lets keep our eyes fixed firmly on Jesus, and run towards him.  Focussing on his goal for us – and his strength to complete the race.

Forgive me Lord,

the times when I’m busy looking around

and not at you;

the times I’m wishing I had someone elses race

not the one you have given me;

the times I look at others

and wonder why they’re not doing what I’m doing.

Lord

may I fix my eyes on you,

and run

 

 

 

 

Do You Really Want To?

•February 7, 2012 • Leave a Comment

Go on, you know you want to

You do want to, don’t you?

Cajoling, hustling, gentle persuasion, or “I’ll scream and scream until I’m sick” – always to try to persuade someone to do something they don’t want to.  We’ve all had to do it, and we’ve all had it tried on us, I’m sure.

A man comes to Jesus and asks him to make him clean – to cure his leprosy.

If you are willing…

He’s hesitant, he wonders if Jesus will want to, he doesn’t want to make him… perhaps he’s offering Jesus a get-out clause, or saving any embarrassment if Jesus doesn’t want to – or can’t…   But he’s also offering Jesus the opportunity to say he is willing and to show it.

Jesus immediate response is to say,

I am willing

It is Jesus heart-felt desire that all should be made whole.  He reaches out, he touches and the man is restored.

For this man, restoration and wholeness meant being rid of his leprosy.  For us it may be something else.  But Jesus longs to meet our need.  The man asked to be made clean – for that he needed to be rid of his leprosy.

Sometimes, when we think our needs aren’t being met, we think that God/Jesus is unwilling to help.  We assume he is disinterested or busy with important jobs.  And we cry out,

Do you really want to help?

But sometimes our question is more like Violet Elizabeth, “Will you do what I want?”, not “Will you meet my real need?”

Jesus is ready and willing to work in us and with us.  Sometimes he works how we expect him to, sometimes he works things out some other way.  Sometimes we see the effect immediately, sometimes it takes a lot longer.  But the answer to the question, “are you willing?” is always

Yes

Thank you Lord

that you are always willing.

Forgive me the times

when I am not willing

to work with you;

to wait for you;

to even ask you in the first place…

Thank you

that you never abandon me;

you are never too busy,

disinterested,

or just don’t want to help.

May I allow you to work in me

to make me whole