Too Much to Say

•October 15, 2012 • Leave a Comment

Sometimes when people are nervous or afraid they talk too much.

Some people don’t let not knowing anything about the situation stop them having plenty to say.

Sometimes we just feel the need to fill a space with something to say.

At times our need for explanation leads us to say the most ridiculous things.

We like nice tidy answers.  We like there to be reasons – cause and effect – but there are things that we do not know.

Job 38:1-7

The Lord Speaks

From Out of a Storm

38 From out of a storm,
the Lord said to Job:
Why do you talk so much
when you know so little?
Now get ready to face me!
Can you answer
the questions I ask?
How did I lay the foundation
for the earth?
Were you there?
Doubtless you know who decided
its length and width.
What supports the foundation?
Who placed the cornerstone,
    while morning stars sang,
and angels rejoiced?

Job and his friends are caught up in a storm.

His friends, as ever, have plenty to say.  Having asked Job if he is sure he really is innocent (chapter 35) (with friends like that…),Elihu reminds Job that God does always do right, that he cares about everyone and makes fair decisions (chapter 36).  But to Elihu this means good people prosper and if something bad is happening to you then you have obviously done something wrong.  He even goes as far as to say, “Hard times and trouble are God’s way of getting our attention!” (36:15)

To which God replies,

Poppycock

or something similar.  How they have failed to understand God and his ways.  They know so little and yet say so much.

God is the one who made the earth and the way it’s intricacies work together.  He knows what is happening and why.  We will never comprehend it, and so shouldn’t be speculating, or pontificating that we do.  We most certainly shouldn’t be making people feel bad if they are having a rough time.

When someone is suffering, do we even hint that it might be their own fault?  Because that’s not how God sees it.

Have we hurt people by trying to explain away what is happening  in the reality of their lives? Wanting to put a nice Christian veneer on it?

Do we sometimes speak without really knowing what we’re saying?

Do we try to put words in God’s mouth?  Or put actions on him that are not his?

We will probably never understand why some things happen in the way they do while we are living in this world.  Sometimes we have to live with the messiness and pain, and put it on “the list” of questions.  And I think we have to be honest about that, and not try to explain away things that we don’t know.  That doesn’t mean we don’t try to grapple with what God is doing, but we have to acknowledge that we are not God and so do not always know his mind, and not think we necessarily have it all sussed.  Sometimes life is messy.  It can be more honest, and useful, to stand with others in their confusion and pain, than to explain it away.  We are called to stand in faith and truth, and sometimes that means saying

I don’t know,

but it also means relying on the God who does.

  • What would you say to Job?
  • How would you answer God?

Dear God,

there are so many things I don’t understand.

Things that happen that seem wrong,

pain that seems unhelpful,

struggle for those who don’t deserve it,

injustices that seem able to carry on.

But I thank you

that I do not hold the world in my hands,

but you do,

and you hold the entire picture.

So hold me in my struggles,

when I don’t understand why.

And equip me to stand with others

in their questions,

that we may hold on to you,

and your infinite wisdom.

What Do I Need to Do?

•October 10, 2012 • Leave a Comment

We went caving once – I know, difficult to believe, even I find it difficult to believe – how did I manage to get talked into that?  There is photographic evidence, but I’m not sure the internet is ready for that!!  But this gives you the idea

Martyn B [CC-BY-SA-2.0 (http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by-sa/2.0)%5D, via Wikimedia Commons

Anyway, the thing about caving is, if you want to achieve the aim, get to where you want to go, you have to squeeze through the smallest of gaps.  There is no room to spare.

Mark 10:17-31

A Rich Man

17 As Jesus was walking down a road, a man ran up to him. He knelt down, and asked, “Good teacher, what can I do to have eternal life?”

18 Jesus replied, “Why do you call me good? Only God is good. 19 You know the commandments. ‘Do not murder. Be faithful in marriage. Do not steal. Do not tell lies about others. Do not cheat. Respect your father and mother.’”

20 The man answered, “Teacher, I have obeyed all these commandments since I was a young man.”

21 Jesus looked closely at the man. He liked him and said, “There’s one thing you still need to do. Go sell everything you own. Give the money to the poor, and you will have riches in heaven. Then come with me.”

22 When the man heard Jesus say this, he went away gloomy and sad because he was very rich.

23 Jesus looked around and said to his disciples, “It’s hard for rich people to get into God’s kingdom!” 24 The disciples were shocked to hear this. So Jesus told them again, “It’s terribly hard to get into God’s kingdom! 25 In fact, it’s easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich person to get into God’s kingdom.”

26 Jesus’ disciples were even more amazed. They asked each other, “How can anyone ever be saved?”

27 Jesus looked at them and said, “There are some things that people cannot do, but God can do anything.”

28 Peter replied, “Remember, we left everything to be your followers!”

29 Jesus told him:

You can be sure that anyone who gives up home or brothers or sisters or mother or father or children or land for me and for the good news 30 will be rewarded. In this world they will be given a hundred times as many houses and brothers and sisters and mothers and children and pieces of land, though they will also be mistreated. And in the world to come, they will have eternal life. 31 But many who are now first will be last, and many who are now last will be first.

This man wants to know what he has to do to receive eternal life.

He is a man who apparently has everything he could need – he is rich, and he is obeying all the commandments – at least he thinks he is. Just one thing then, Jesus says – sell all your things and give all you have to the poor.

I don’t think this is a general principle, that we all have to give away everything we have; but for this man, it was the one thing that was stopping him, the thing he needed to put down if he was going to get what he wanted from life, to get to the place he wanted to. To get as near to God as he clearly wanted to be.

So the challenge for us – is there something in my life that is holding me back?  From God?  From life in all it’s fullness?  Is there something I need to put down, that I can make it to where I need to be?  Are we bringing to God our all, or are we distracted somewhere else?

I was struck by a recent comment on this passage on Scripture Union’s excellent WordLive resource, suggesting that a camel going through the eye of a needle was such a preposterous suggestion, that it was just Jesus was just having a good laugh – getting into the kingdom is not something we, rich or poor, can do.  Whoever we are, it’s about God acting and receiving us.  We can do our bit, make sure nothing is getting in the way – the rest is God’s work

Lord,

I too want to have eternal life,

I want to be as close to you as I can possibly be.

Yet there are things in my life

that I let get in the way,

things that I hug close to me

so there is no room for you,

things I carry

that stop me going where I need to go.

Today,

I lay them down before you,

and ask you to take me

and lead me

in the places you have ready for me

I Can See You

•October 9, 2012 • Leave a Comment

Do you remember that childhood feeling that if you couldn’t see someone then they couldn’t see you? So closing your eyes became the obvious way to not be seen…

It’s comforting sometimes to think that no one can see you – but how much more comforting to know that you are never alone, and even more so that someone is watching out for you.

12 What God has said isn’t only alive and active! It is sharper than any double-edged sword. His word can cut through our spirits and souls and through our joints and marrow, until it discovers the desires and thoughts of our hearts. 13 Nothing is hidden from God! He sees through everything, and we will have to tell him the truth.

Jesus Is the Great High Priest

14 We have a great high priest, who has gone into heaven, and he is Jesus the Son of God. That is why we must hold on to what we have said about him. 15 Jesus understands every weakness of ours, because he was tempted in every way that we are. But he did not sin! 16 So whenever we are in need, we should come bravely before the throne of our merciful God. There we will be treated with undeserved kindness, and we will find help.

So this is why we can shout at God.  Nothing is hidden from him.  He knows the truth of how we’re feeling anyway, so we may as well share it with him.

We can also tell him, because Jesus understands – he knows – he has lived a human life.

Of course the double-edged sword of always being watched over is that everything you do is seen – good and bad.  So God sees not just our cries and our difficulties, but our stupid and wrong actions too.  But even so, the fact that Jesus lived a human life is good news for that too – he understands what our life is like.  God is not someone far off, sat on a white cloud, moving pawns around, with no concept of how they work.  He has, in Jesus, “Been there, done that” and so he gets how life is.

Jesus knows even the temptations of life.  He didn’t fall into them, but he can understand how we do.  So if the depths of our hearts are even shame and guilt, we can share those with him too.  For we will find, not him turning away, or getting exasperated with us – but kindness and help.

If we do not share how we are feeling, then those feelings can’t be dealt with – so today, tell God how it is for you.  He’s waiting to listen and to help.

Thank you Lord

that you understand life,

that you know the reality of it,

the problems and difficulties,

the fears and questions,

the temptations and how I respond to them.

Thank you

that there is nothing I cannot share with you,

because you are already aware of how I am,

and where I’m at.

Thank you for understanding me,

helping me,

and loving me

– always