What Next?

•April 18, 2012 • Leave a Comment

There’s always that strange gap in your life, when you’ve finished one project, and you wonder what to do next to fill the hole.  I even feel it when I’ve read a really good book.  What to read next that doesn’t take away from the one I’ve just finished, but is just as good to read. After a bereavement, it’s perhaps even more important to carefully consider what next?  Where do I go from here?  How do I find a new way of living that does nothing to deny the person who has gone, but enables me to continue.

Luke 24:36-48

What Jesus’ Followers Must Do

36 While Jesus’ disciples were talking about what had happened, Jesus appeared and greeted them. 37 They were frightened and terrified because they thought they were seeing a ghost.

38 But Jesus said, “Why are you so frightened? Why do you doubt? 39 Look at my hands and my feet and see who I am! Touch me and find out for yourselves. Ghosts don’t have flesh and bones as you see I have.”

40 After Jesus said this, he showed them his hands and his feet. 41 The disciples were so glad and amazed that they could not believe it. Jesus then asked them, “Do you have something to eat?” 42 They gave him a piece of baked fish. 43 He took it and ate it as they watched.

44 Jesus said to them, “While I was still with you, I told you that everything written about me in the Law of Moses, the Books of the Prophets, and in the Psalms had to happen.”

45 Then he helped them understand the Scriptures. 46 He told them:

The Scriptures say that the Messiah must suffer, then three days later he will rise from death. 47 They also say that all people of every nation must be told in my name to turn to God, in order to be forgiven. So beginning in Jerusalem, 48 you must tell everything that has happened.

The disciples must have had such a hole in their lives.  They had given up everything to follow Jesus, their previous life was gone.  He was not just a new friend, but a whole new way of living – what to do now that he was gone?

Jesus would have realised this, and so he doesn’t leave them, just floundering, he comes to them.  He lets them touch him, reassure themselves, ask their questions, and he feeds them.  And as they eat, he teaches them, showing them how everything that had happened had been led to by what was written in the scriptures.

And then he gives them their new task, their what next, to use the trendy jargon he re-purposed them, or refocused their lives.

They have got to go and tell everyone what has happened.  They are not to hide away, frightened and unsure.  As they lived with Jesus during his earthly life, they are to continue to live, sharing the message that he lived, bringing others to a place where they can find God and be forgiven.

We too continue to be called to tell others.  By words, by actions – by living God’s way we are to tell everything that has happened.  That is what’s next – are you in?

Thank you Lord,

that the disciples were not left frightened and purposeless.

Thank you that you came to them,

let them touch and ask;

that you fed them and taught,

and gave them their purpose.

Lord,

as I hear your call to me too,

to tell others,

may I too

come to you

for feeding, teaching and strength;

that my life may tell others of you

I Told You So

•April 17, 2012 • Leave a Comment

Spike Milligan wrote the inscription for his headstone himself,

I told you I was ill.

How many times, do we have cause to say to people, ‘I told you so’.  I told you if you did x then y would happen; I told you if you wore that you would be cold; I told you if we elected that political party this would happen; I told you that would get you into trouble…

And how we like to be proved right!

12 Peter saw that a crowd had gathered, and he said:

Friends, why are you surprised at what has happened? Why are you staring at us? Do you think we have some power of our own? Do you think we were able to make this man walk because we are so religious? 13 The God that Abraham, Isaac, Jacob, and our other ancestors worshipped has brought honour to his Servant Jesus. He is the one you betrayed. You turned against him when he was being tried by Pilate, even though Pilate wanted to set him free.

14 You rejected Jesus, who was holy and good. You asked for a murderer to be set free, 15 and you killed the one who leads people to life. But God raised him from death, and all of us can tell you what he has done. 16 You see this man, and you know him. He put his faith in the name of Jesus and was made strong. Faith in Jesus made this man completely well while everyone was watching.

17 My friends, I am sure that you and your leaders didn’t know what you were doing. 18 But God had his prophets tell that his Messiah would suffer, and now he has kept that promise. 19 So turn to God! Give up your sins, and you will be forgiven.

Peter asks the crowd why they are surprised at what has happened.  Why are they surprised that a lame man is able to walk?  Jesus – who they had rejected, persecuted and killed – was indeed raised from death by God – and this man being healed is part of the ongoing proof of that.

Jesus had said it would happen – so why are they surprised.

This is part of the developing story that Jesus was not just a good man, who told some good stories with great morals.  He wasn’t an extraordinary preacher, who gave some good sermons.  He was God’s son, he still is God’s son, and he continues to have an effect in the world.

As we come to the end of the Lent and Easter accounts, we can soon forget and go back to our lives as they were.  The disciples must have thought that was what was going to happen to them when Jesus died, but no, there is more.  Jesus said so, and that is the case.  Why would we be surprised that Jesus is not just alive, but still doing things – if we let him.

Thank you Lord,

that the death of Jesus was not the end,

that he continues to live

and work

in our world and in our lives.

Help me to let you

Over to You

•April 14, 2012 • Leave a Comment

Sometimes, you just don’t know whether to believe something.  Something you see on TV, that you wonder if it is just a trick of the cameras; something that causes you to make a double take; or a rumour that you are sure can’t really be true…

Jesus Appears to His Disciples

19 The disciples were afraid of the Jewish leaders, and on the evening of that same Sunday they locked themselves in a room. Suddenly, Jesus appeared in the middle of the group. He greeted them 20 and showed them his hands and his side. When the disciples saw the Lord, they became very happy.

21 After Jesus had greeted them again, he said, “I am sending you, just as the Father has sent me.” 22 Then he breathed on them and said, “Receive the Holy Spirit. 23 If you forgive anyone’s sins, they will be forgiven. But if you don’t forgive their sins, they will not be forgiven.”

Jesus and Thomas

24 Although Thomas the Twin was one of the twelve disciples, he wasn’t with the others when Jesus appeared to them. 25 So they told him, “We have seen the Lord!”

But Thomas said, “First, I must see the nail scars in his hands and touch them with my finger. I must put my hand where the spear went into his side. I won’t believe unless I do this!”

26 A week later the disciples were together again. This time, Thomas was with them. Jesus came in while the doors were still locked and stood in the middle of the group. He greeted his disciples 27 and said to Thomas, “Put your finger here and look at my hands! Put your hand into my side. Stop doubting and have faith!”

28 Thomas replied, “You are my Lord and my God!”

29 Jesus said, “Thomas, do you have faith because you have seen me? The people who have faith in me without seeing me are the ones who are really blessed!”

Why John Wrote His Book

30 Jesus worked many other miracles for his disciples, and not all of them are written in this book. 31 But these are written so that you will put your faith in Jesus as the Messiah and the Son of God. If you have faith in him, you will have true life.

Well, by now we didn’t know what to believe.

We had all seen Jesus die, seen him breathe his last, seen the evidence.  Everyone had been there, it was real ok.

But then, but then Mary had come with this tale that the tomb was empty, but more than that – that Jesus had been raised.  Then he’d appeared to the two as they were walking  in the countryside, wondering what was happening.

Now we were afraid.  Afraid because we didn’t understand what was happening, and afraid because now the Jewish authorities would be after us.  They’d assume we’d pulled some trick or other to back up the stories of Jesus.  But we hadn’t, we were as confused as the next man and woman.

So here we were, shut away.

And then here he was, right in the middle of us, among us again.

Peace be with you

that was what he said to us.  Bringing his calming peace into our place of questioning and fear.

He showed us his hands and side.  There was no question it was him.  Thomas missed all this.  He wasn’t going to believe it he said.  Not unless he saw it with his own eyes.  But Jesus accepted that, and a week later he appeared again, allowing Thomas to touch, to see – and believe and understand.

He repeated his message of peace, and then added to it,

As the Father has sent me, so I am sending you – wow!

Seeing, believing, receiving – and then going with it.

God’s new thing was here – and now it was up to us, to me, to pass it on.

Thank you Lord

you are with me in the times I have locked myself away,

in my questions,

in my doubts,

in my fear,

in my grief.

Thank you

that you bring your word of peace,

allow me to touch you

– as you touch my life anew.

Help me to share what I have discovered in you,

that others may discover the new thing you are doing

and become a part of it.

~~~~~

I have really enjoyed this book, and found it very helpful.  Thanks to Tom Wright!

This year, I am again following the BigRead using Tom Wright’s Lent for Everyone – Mark.  I’ll reflect here – if you’re following it too, or even if you’re not, please share with me.