Don’t Look Back

•March 11, 2013 • 5 Comments

I have to confess to getting a little irked by Building Conservation.  Not keeping a good building how it was if it can be enjoyed by all as part of our heritage, but when such buildings are no longer fit for purpose, yet it is insisted that it is kept how it was – even if it doesn’t meet the needs of today’s community.  This weeks episode of The Planners had a fine example of such a decision, when a building was not allowed to be changed – which actually meant it probably wouldn’t survive!  The same is true of many listed churches, where communities are unable to change them for the needs of today.  Preserving the past is one thing, but the past also needs to be relevant and useful to today.  Of course we need to be careful not to throw the baby out with the bath water, but we cannot try to cling to the past, without acknowledging where we are and what works now.

Isaiah 43:16-21

16 I am the one who cut a path
through the mighty ocean.
17 I sent an army to chase you
with chariots and horses;
now they lie dead,
unable to move.
They are like an oil lamp
with the flame snuffed out.

Forget the Past

The Lord said:

18 Forget what happened long ago!
Don’t think about the past.
19 I am creating something new.
There it is! Do you see it?
I have put roads in deserts,
streams in thirsty lands.
20 Every wild animal honors me,
even jackals and owls.
I provide water in deserts—
streams in thirsty lands
for my chosen people.
21 I made them my own nation,
so they would praise me.

God has done amazing things.  That is acknowledged and celebrated and goes on in memories to be celebrated.  BUT we cannot live on the past.  The past informs us and encourages us – but it has to mean something for today.  Past glories, however amazing, are not the reality of today.

And so God himself tells the people to forget about the past.  Don’t dwell on it.  The past, good as it may have been, is not to be the focus.

Why?  Can’t they sit around reminiscing?  Remembering the Good Old Days?  Basking in the warm glow of how it used to be?

Why?  Because God is going to do something new.

We can’t hold God in the past, how things were.  He wants to do a new thing – with us, where we are today.  His works are not confined to the past, to the good old days, God wants to work in our lives, where we are today.

Will we let him?  Do we constrain God?  Do we want to keep him in the past, where we can enjoy the stories, but keep him at arm’s length and not interfering with our present?

God has kept us, led us, cared for us – but he also longs to lead us on, to take us to a new place, to do a new thing.

Are we going?

Lord,

I thank you for all the amazing things you have done.

For the care you have given,

for the times you have kept me save,

guided me

and saved me.

But I thank you that you have not done,

that there is still more to do,

different things,

new things,

the things that are right for today.

So Lord,

whilst I remember with joy and celebration

the good times of the past,

may I not be stuck in those times,

unwilling for anything different to happen.

Take me Lord,

lead me on

I pray,

that I may see the new things you are doing,

not be held back by what I remember,

but go onwards

in your today

and tomorrow

The Shadow of the Cross

•March 10, 2013 • Leave a Comment

His arms are spread out.  The shape and the shadow are already upon him  (p74)

The shadow of the cross is through Jesus’ life.  That was ultimately where it was going to end (though of course that wasn’t the end…)

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The death of Jesus is a doorway through which we travel. Life, which had seemed like a journey going nowhere, one that ended in the nothingness of death, now becomes a holy pilgrimage, a journey home (p74)

Life and death are part of our journey home.  Neither are meaningless.  Both are taking us closer to God.

Jesus has no home on earth, but he invites us to find our home in him (p74).  As his arms are outstretched as on the cross, they are outstretched also in welcome and acceptance.

22 I did not see a temple there. The Lord God All-Powerful and the Lamb were its temple. 23 And the city did not need the sun or the moon. The glory of God was shining on it, and the Lamb was its light.

These thoughts are reflecting on Stanley Spencer’s painting The Foxes Have Holes (seen here).

This year for Lent, I am reading Christ in the Wilderness by Bishop Stephen Cottrell, published by SPCK, reflecting on Stanley Spencer’s paintings of that title.

I’m not necessarily going to blog every day on it, just when something leaps out at me – and they will be thoughts rather than full blog posts

Welcome Home

•March 10, 2013 • 10 Comments

This is based on today’s lectionary reading, Luke 15:1-3, 11-32, but it also works with the theme of Lent 4 and returning to Mother Church (which is liturgically what today is about, rather than celebrating mothers…), and fits in with this weeks reading from  Christ in the Wilderness by Bishop Stephen Cottrell, published by SPCK, reflecting on Stanley Spencer’s paintings of that title – this week specifically The Foxes Have Holes (seen here).

I thought I knew better.

I thought I could do it my way.

I wanted freedom,

fun,

life

now

without waiting.

I wanted to be my own person.

Splash the cash,

enjoy life…

But money goes.

I found out it is lonely out there.

I discovered some things are more important.

The grass wasn’t greener on the other side

– without you it is much much drier and browner.

What was I thinking?

What have I done?

 

I’m not fit to be thought of as your child,

but I’d rather be your servant than live this existence.

Hungry,

afraid,

alone,

I return home to you.

I’m going to come and beg

for understanding,

for forgiveness,

for a place on your staff.

Where I will be cared for,

and fed.

But as I turn for home,

I see someone looking,

waiting,

searching.

I see you

running towards me,

flinging your arms around me,

welcoming me home.

Not taking me as a slave,

but welcoming me back into your family.

I am not good enough,

but you accept me

and rejoice over me,

I am back with you.

This is where I belong.